Tuesday, July 5, 2011

Tumble weed friend

We all know what a tumble weed is. It's basically a bush that turns into a big ball of weeds that rolls from here to there and may get stuck sometimes but just keeps rolling.

Well this week I feel like that is me in friendships. I feel like I go from friend to friend, sometimes I hang around long and sometimes for only a short while. But for some reason the wind blows me away. May it be on my part or theirs is the question.

I see people who have close friendships and close friends they have had forever and sometimes I wonder why can't I have that. Yes I may be having a pitty party but it's how I feel, like it or not.

What makes a good friend? I feel like I can be a good friend. I am nice and I love to have fun and laugh, but I can also be serious. Am I doing something wrong? Not sure.

Truth be told it is a lonely feeling. And hopefully you know I am talking about a good girlfriend. My husband of course is my best friend but even he doesn't get it.

Maybe I'm looking in all the wrong places. Or maybe I give off a bad vibe. If you have good friends, I would love your input on what you think I could do better. Just spilling my thoughts.



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