Friday Funnies!!

It's Friday Funnies. I am trying to remember all the Funnies this week.

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Mommy look, its Cinderella and "white snow," of course he was trying to say snow white!!
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Mommy can I pee in your shower, it will go down the "dreem" :)
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Mommy what do "stabs" do? (meaning scabs!)
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Mommy I want a "gorilla nar" (granola bar, he used many ways to say that one)
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Uh-o mommy its the "mugg boot" (for the ugg boot we use to keep the gate open to the kitchen)

Not too many but its a start, hope you enjoyed!

Talk to you later!

Peace

For some reason, today, I feel peace. Peace with my kids, with my husband, with my un-training, my un-dieting, and with how in life I feel a peace that everything IS going to be ok.

God will lead my path and it may get hard, but I know it will all be OK!

Today I have a peace in my mind about how the people who are in my life and are there for me, are really just that....there for me. I can count on them, even if my crazy mind tells me they don't care or I can't count on them.

But the peace won't last. I will have bad days, so I am writing this as a reminder for when things get bad, that they WILL get better!

Thanks to you all in my life!

Talk to you later!

Is the cleaning ever done!

This weekend my grandma of eighty something is visiting us from Hawaii. She is Japanese and has not been out here since I was about two, maybe one. We have gone out there to visit but it is all so expensive with a husband and a three year old, and a one year old. I would love to go some day, but when the boys are older.

But this has giving us an excuse to deep clean our house. My husband does an excellent job of this, and is very meticulous about it. I find myself loathing him while cleaning, because I would just skip some of the things he does. But the house is getting back to normal, before the baby normal.

The thing is, it doesn't stay that way long. My area yesterday was the dining room, thinking YAY cause it is small, and it won't take very long. When I was done, it was time to eat.....ummm "let's eat on the floor," did not pan out that way though, so dinner was at the table. So I of course wiped the table down good, but then there was toys, bags and mail on the table. It just doesn't quit.

Like the dishes, they just keep coming...not complaining, I am not above cleaning. It is very therapeutic for me, but when it is something that I have to do instead of want to, it gets tough when it does not stay clean!

Talk to you later!

Don't pen me in!

The other day (yesterday to be exact,) I was (it's horrible) willing to sell my baby! Rather give him away! I know there are other couples who are trying to have a child, and they would be more then happy to take my screaming, (throwing things at me) baby! (what kind of mother am I)

I realized he just does not like to be "penned in" so to speak. I use a barricade in my living room to keep him in one area in front of the couch. So I went to babiesrus, and got a gate for our kitchen.....life has been great ever since! Of course these feelings of mine are overwhelming, how could I feel so bad that I would think someone else is more deserving of my baby!

I am just like Aiden. I don't like to be labeled and I don't like being told what I can't do. But I have realized that circumstances in my life have "penned me in" to things that I can't change (quickly.) I can't change that I love to dance and wish my parents would have put me in it at three, because I would have been the happiest little girl and gone throughout life dancing! Of course I can start now and be just as happy.

I think I might just write an autobiography, just to give myself therapy, of what I am "not allowed" to say, may someone will finally listen if it is in a book.(?) Not to sound bitter, but it is really hard to be going through all this "self finding" when you have a husband, and two kids.

But I think every mom, at any age or stage of life, goes though this, and probably not just once. It is just not always fun, or easy, but the thing I can always lean on, is that God is the one leading my crazy-ness, so I know it will only lead to good, and I love the peace I feel when I see a glimpse of what he is doing to me and my family!

Talk to you later!

I've got a second!

So this may be short, but definitely sweet! We had a crazy vacation last week, and I learned I am not a relaxed or flexible person, unless someone eases me there. It was chaotic, fun and trying all in one!

We did karaoke, which I have not mentioned before, but I love to sing! It makes my heart and mind happy! So singing with bunch of people who are singing too....I am hooked!!

I also have to now get back in the swing of running, and training, but more on that later.

I just have had no time to blog lately and I miss it, so I am blogging whether or not it is, long, meaningful, or even (dare I say it) funny.....(pain just went through me.) I love to laugh! Even if it is at myself!

Talk to you later!